Longing
Today, I am keeping a true course, Mother!
I swear, I will wash your lustrous black idol with my blood,
And, invoke millions of your incarnations
If you absorb my white skin, NOW.
Don’t you know?
I have a need to finding patterns,
More than your ghouls.
Come, Mother!
Come to my body tonight,
No more foot-dragging
I am standing at your doorstep,
Ready to be crushed by your LEFT foot.
My heart is your cremation ground
Surrounded by jackals, corpses and girdle made
Of treachery.
Slaughter, mother!
I am what exists when time is transcended.
I am Shiva, I am Sati! I am ‘Maharatri’!
Don’t wait too long to take me
Back in your womb!
Nidhi Agrawal’s writings have been featured by Quadrant Australia, Girl Talk HQ, eShe Magazine, University of California, Riverside, Say it Forward, Chicago School of Arts, Lewis Clark State College’s literary journal, St. Francisco University’s journal, The Elevation review (Kneeland Poetry Inc.), The Dillydoun Review, Xavier Review Press, California State Poetry Society, Signal Mountain Review- The University of Tennessee, Chronogram Magazine, Letters (Yale University), Setu Journal, Spill Word Press South Asian Today, Indian Periodical, Rising Phoenix Review, Life in 10 minutes press, Ariel Chart, Women’s Web, Women for One, Lekh, Garland Magazine, and Muse India. She is the author of “Confluence.”